Today I went to my obstetrics for first check-up with my husband after I found pregnant.  When I saw the little baby on the screen and the heart beating, I was so happy and excited.  It made me think of what happened last year.  In the same room, same doctor, but totally different mood. At that time, I had to abort my little baby because of the medication I was on. I had  never thought it would be a problem and something I would encounter before. Anyway, that was the past.  Life is still going and we finally can have our baby now.  I hope my baby will grow healthy in my safe womb and meet this wonderful world in Oct.  I am so grateful for everything I am given.  A great husband, a healthy baby still in my womb now and a lovely family soon.....  Thank God!